another brand new day

Posted on Wednesday, August 22, 2007 - 3 comments -

last night. ive been a wrecked. totaly gone into the darkness. cant stop the emo moments. dont know why. damn this life. hate it. i thought of so many things. my past, my life so far and whats for the future. confused and lost.

dont know what to do. dont know whats right and wrong.
hahaha maybe im just crazy.

after the all the stupid emo moments, ive found out that the answer to all my problems is...

already in front of me. Its simple.
just... Love it.
go with the flow...

I must let go of all of the anger, hate, and grudge insinde me.
forgive all my enemies.
love 'em, and leave it all behind...

I asked dvdx.. why me...? why you choose me?
dvdx replied..

"im confident that you love me, the assurance that you wont look for someone else.. your serious about us and... you are you.."

sweet and well said... but my conscious mind are killing me... im not that "good guy" image.. totaly. i find myself aS stubborn, hotheaded, gullible, crazy boyfriend... ^_^ im not that big..

im not promoting myself or something but almost all of the people I asked that question tell me the same answer. good to hear that. but still im not perfect. lacking something inside out. not confident to all my abilities to love... wahhH!
im really a crazy guy.. maybe thats the reason many people love me.. insanely wonderful!

There has been 3 Responses to 'another brand new day' so far

  1. Anonymous

    o hay yo.

    you know you can always talk to me.:)

    just tell me to shut up about my problem so i can listen to yours, ya know:P

    -bighug-

  2. ikay the dancer says:

    hehe. just give me a buzz if u need someone to talk to. :) out for coffee u want? hehe!

    by the way.. sobrang tagal na ng link ko sayo. i mean luma na yan. naka tatlong palit na ako. hehe. http://rhicz.blogspot.com is dead. http://xx-insanitystrikes-xx.blogspot.com is my new home.

  3. Doubting Thomas says:

    Maybe you are JUZ crazy... or maybe not.

    kamusta naman? lab layf ba yan???